What to expect when you're no longer expecting. I wish there was some sort of book, manual, instruction guide with to how to cope with the loss of a baby. I had a follow up ultrasound today, followed by an appointment with my OB and another round of bloodwork. I'm no longer pregnant but seem to have more appointments now than when I was expecting.
During today's follow up ultrasound I was able to get pictures of "baby December". The pictures are from April 30th. My doctor was convinced back then that my pregnancy wasn't viable, but baby December proved him wrong. Measuring at about 7 weeks and with a strong heartbeat baby December was swimming all around. Oh how precious these photos are to me. God knew I needed them.
Tomorrow would have been 12 weeks. Tomorrow would have been the day we could tell the whole world "Ryder's being promoted to big brother." In my heart he's still a big brother and one day he'll get to meet his baby sibling on those streets of gold. Oh how wonderful that day will be!
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